G1P1
By ANgela Tang-Tan, BA
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Angela tang-tan
Lights, camera, action.
Lights, drapes, instruments.
Clad in blue gowns and white
latex gloves, you begin the
familiar dance. Here is the
low static drone of the suction,
there is the warmth of the
patient’s body where you are
pressed together, waist to waist.
See the square of flesh, rosy
and pink, peeking through the
expanse of drapes. Incision:
Pfannenstiel, transverse lower
abdominal. The bright flash of
blood, brief as a mirage, whisked
away with a pneumatic hiss.
The rip of skin, fat, fascia –
a guttural sound. Fingers inside,
feeling out the layers of muscle
through dense thickets of scar.
Uterine, says the attending, hands
enfolding that hard, gravid mass.
The choreography quickens.
Push and twist, answering gush of
amniotic fluid: now here comes
a swell of blood, so much blood,
blossoming across the floor.
Turn head, turn shoulders –
the baby is out, its face veiled
in white foam. Towel in hand,
suction to mouth. Listen – yes! –
for that crescendo of high-pitched
crying, echoing through the OR.
It’s the oldest sound in the world.
Smile now. Say congratulations
Mama, you did it. It’s a boy.
Angela Tang-Tan is a 3rd year medical student at USC Keck School of Medicine.